Nowadays, I find that people does not respond to me much. Be an email or an sms or a chat message or some times a missed call, the other person gives no reply. I wonder if the person didn't hear the phone ringing or if it was ignored deliberately. But I keep waiting for the person to call me back which does not happen.
May be I am just horribly boring. Hmmm... I don't know if have always been boring or if this is a new thing. Wish I had some one to tell me the truth.
The funniest thing is that sometimes I bore myself with my thoughts. My thoughts are rather guilt-ridden or gloomy or sort of depressing. I don't like my past or my present. And I don't seem to have much hope in the future. Of course, I don't mean the great people I get to be with but even while we as a group are having a rather good time, I feel that I am not good enough. But as a whole, I have had a great life being a burden on others.
I wonder if everyone feels like this at times. Wish someone would stop ignoring me and talk to me. Or else I must just pay a counsellor and go talk and talk to her :)
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